impractical chaos

Friday, December 28, 2012 :::

She is my Will and I her Power. In this place She is the Dark Maat Eris, the opposing hand of Daath who brought me to be when the first sentient made a decision and the Balnce lay subverted by the Bright Lord. Her loyal Hunter sniffed after opening of the way for peace and understanding. But the followers of Druj stacked the decks and their evils still prevail.

::: posted by Martin at 11:38 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2012 :::

Winston Edward Princeton Ouapat opener for business

::: posted by Martin at 6:32 AM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 :::

JIHAD DOES GENOCIDE

The un-Freedom Fighters revealed in all their vainglory by their attack on the Yezidi

Saturday, May 26, 2007 :::

Very strange dream. Discussing the problems of WAN/WiFi and we are looking at planes over the sea. In order to obtain a better signal they fly higher by looping the loop. If they use too big a loop they will hit an obstacle as they straighten out. I had the feeling that they/we were working towards a resolution of this, but my dream didn't say what method was being attempted.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006 :::

6/6/2006

Time is merely another direction we travel. As bodies attract matter through distortions in the fabric of the continuum so do souls attract entities. This is the nature of Karma.

::: posted by Martin at 8:57 AM

Tuesday, December 28, 2004 :::

post-natural existence

Rather than the supernatural I believe in an all-inclusive
superNature. There are so many ways of life (and so many ways of
leaving it) that to me after death the natural continues with just
as great a diversity e.g. instant incarnation, delayed
reincarnation, dead dead, brief operation through reduced
lifeforms, 'spiritual evolution' {as a preparation for mortal life
rather than v.v. in my view}, afterlives, ghosts. None of it
exclusive because life is made of so much stuff. And besides what
one might call the actuality there continue others' transformations
of reality, the modalities that create tulpas we masquerade as
ghosts, poltergeists, spiritual masters etcetera practically ad
nauseam .

::: posted by Martin at 10:44 AM

Sunday, June 20, 2004 :::

Constant morality always becomes
injustice eventually
I Tout the ethics of flux :
Nietzsche governs when man ponders
and attains true judgement.

Ethics consists of theoretically derived constraints put upon life, moralities are practiced values evinced from life. Morality is before civilization ; also during and after. Ethics are still constructed from the unnatural - only when ethics becomes innate will the moral superman have arrived, along with a polymorphoud stream of adjustments between man and the world that makes every day a new dawn.

::: posted by Martin at 1:52 PM

ACTUALITY IS THE WORLD OF THE WILL

Knowledge : Information :: Power : Energy

I am everything that is, was, and could be.
For I am everything that would be. And I am not.

I revel in multinefarious truths : tell them and shame the good, for theirs is anathema.

The beginning of the universe is not Chaos in the ancient meaning. Take things back to the origin and they become ever more highly ordered, until there is only one rule. It is order that becomes pointless until all thing become chaotic once more. True Chaos is behind these plays - ruleless, content, sufficient.

There is no re-incarnating soul. What we have is timeless eternity, from which manifests each multiple incarnating soul. Leaving aside all such hierarchical collectivisations as Group Souls we have here one soul taking on simultaneously material form in many times and places (usually). The reason why you cannotgenerally foresee your own end as it actually takes place (or indeed most events between a then and a now) is the normal 'precognition' bar for a life. Of course not all souls multiply incarnate, and you do get fractional soul melds and not all souls do 're-incarnate' (for we shall not consider those that never take material form as you concieve of it). And so on.
As a person during their life can wander the earth for experiences so a soul in its lives can chart back and forth through time (and occasionally other spaces). So though this is the last appearance of my thread-soul I may have had other lives in the future !

True Prophecies have a will of their own - they make the man to suit their needs for example. Original Prophecies, which may or may not be true, dictate in advance of an event and/or explain events by after thought. The two categories of prophecy have a match to each other medium-high, but are alike in that though they themselves may be used to constrain they admit of no internal constraints themselves. With them it is not that "prophecy lives" but that the Prophecy is Alive. Not eternal but immortal. Polymorphic beings.

You should not forget that in a binding the half of the equation is already bound,
and through the process becomes more (or less!) bound.

The reason why they lift his eyelid. Balor's eye is black. They expose it to catch and mirror the rays of the lancing sun. It is not blind but does itself blind. The balefulness is harm returned five-fold and more.
BALOR'S BALEFUL EYE IS THE SMOKING MIRROR

::: posted by Martin at 1:06 PM

Sunday, September 07, 2003 :::

At the Orkney International Science Festival attended a talk by Andrej Detela . As he laid out to us the conditions that give rise to syntropy I could see that the universe taken as a whole is also a syntropic entity . When they come to a theory that unveils the sub-quantum blocks of space-time itself it will be shown that just as entropy generally holds on astronomical scales syntropy is the rule for the very small . This may reflect the contrast between the statistical certainty of the multitude and the anything can happen of the very few . Then the next big question will be where do you locate the entropy-syntropy dynamis .

::: posted by Martin at 4:48 PM

Friday, August 29, 2003 :::

LIGHT GRAVITY TIME GENTLEMAN PLEASE

How often have you heard it said that nothing can travel faster than the speed of light . Therefore such things as tachyons impossible . Except that what the physics actually says is to do with what can travel at the speed of light - as long as what is thought up never drops to that speed no laws are broken ( by the bye , a few theorists have in the past held that information can travel at what speed it likes , but the fact that the same people also held information to have a seperate existence as physical quanta renders that idea a bit iffy ) . And the reason why only electromagnetic radiation can travel at lightspeed is that if anything else were to go that fast it would only do so by becoming light particles . This is an argument much favoured by rationalists when push comes to shove - only item 'a' can perform function 'x' so if you have to admit that item 'b' can also perform this function then it is revealed to have either been item 'a' all along or have magically become it . Alternatively they will say that it is only performing function 'xb' rather than the examplar 'xa' ; the tool-users apologium .
The search is on again for gravitons , the proposed carriers of the force that is gravity , so it can match the way the other forces work and lend itself to having been at one with these in the beginning . The force gravity does not exist . It is simply how the everyday world imagines for simplicity's sake the interaction between particles and spacetime , a measure of the deformation that has no more a physical reality in itself than dimensionless constants have . Gravity is purely a representation , and should eventually be consigned to the same bin as absolute frames of reference . ... On the other hand if it can be shown that the universe around you really is a foam of spacetime quanta then I can see them connected by a genuine quantum gravity , there where geometry itself breaks down .
At least no-one is now looking for time quanta , for measurable time is now assigned to geometry . As such time is simply another direction along which things travel , wrapped up in spacetime , bound but infinite . As Hawkwind sing "it has no beginning and it has no end" . What was there before the universe began ? Time was not , for time is a measure of this universe itself , so from that perspective the question is meaningless . Ah , let me take you back to the beginning , is not the singularity of that the ultimate source of entanglement . How could it be any other in that place where all particles were virtual , uncreated because there was no place to be virtual in .

::: posted by Martin at 7:40 PM

Attended a talk by Mitja Perus at the Orkney International Science Festival today and was inspired . Perhaps his hesitant use of English led me to disassociate , perhaps it was invoked when a passing cloud gave him a dark luminosity within the St.Magnus Centre that concentrated the mind on the speaker more exclusively than hitherto .Suddenly phrases came tumbling to mind in a heated rush that bore only a passing resemblance to his speech , not merely a predictive riff upon it as practically a mini-fugue .Enough with excuses already : I present my spurts of creative juice as the isolated incidents that they were .

He's talking about the Kohonon net , that similar data are stored in nearby neurons , and I think of fragmentation on a computer as a form of entropy . / With age entropy increases its grip . And yet when you are older you can call up far gone memories but the more recent past presents difficulties . It might be that the more easily accessible neural nets are all taken up and so closer memories are no longer stored in nearby neutrons quite so often but banished to disparate portions of the brain's empire . And do mystical awakenings work by defragmenting the mind , opening you up to fresh associations .
Chaos becomes order through a statistical process . / Free will leads to fate , opposite ends of a process . To some extent all have free will , but ,like ball bearings on a tin lid , when shaken about those free wills tend to come up against each other and so assume the aspect of a general train of movement which we call fate . And in each sentient unit the free will is a result of the collision of other wills . Fleas ad infinitum .Only all is one , the tin lids are mostly semi-permeable to lesser or greater degree .
Information gravity , mapping unknown on known . / Ideas have their own momentum , whether or no you believe in memes . It is how the your surroundings come to be as percieved . "panta rei" , but from the ordinary viewpoint it appears "plus ce change, plus c'est la meme chose" .Maya culpa. You create yourselves and others create you . Consensus reality is only a consensus - but when did you last knowingly vote upon it ? The universe is only your analogy for what is , a filmset on a real location wherein you should never feel confident from moment to moment which are the bricks and which a facade . "Build high the roofbeam carpenter" only be sure someone will be along later to knock it down and use the elements afresh .
The IDH complex , as I call it . / Illusions and delusions and hallucinations .All three can be extrogenous or intragenous . Illusions are where apparent reality is error or the relationship of elements is misperceived . Delusions are why you do things in error , wrong views of the world . Hallucinations are how perceptions overlay reality or create it . Of these three things your surroundings are , on some level , composed .
Information entanglement = brain holography . / That is what I thought before Mitja said it .
Reality is censored by and for us .

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Spacetime arises from virtual particles entering history . Order from chaos again .

::: posted by Martin at 4:12 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2003 :::

sometimes tumbling down the trans-universal levels an imbalance between the two powers jars the process , and all the spheres of that universe are locked out of step with the way of things . many see the falling itself as the error but it is only the channel thru which all flows as a matter of course . and the cause of the imbalance failing is the power that refuses to rejoin the journey , a grit in the necklace of souls that wills not to continue the thread . spirit without soul is a threadbare existence , matter without flesh its calling card . if one power is always over another it is a dumbbell . the Word was made flesh to redeem the world the sabbat is not made for the education of souls .

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Trolls Guard Bridges . faerie crosses not running water . thus we know Our own .

::: posted by Martin at 4:46 PM

Wednesday, August 06, 2003 :::

so endeth the Strictured Gospelle of Kaos.
heron in entropey preveileth .

::: posted by Martin at 12:06 PM

Tuesday, August 05, 2003 :::

of course law enforcement were 'only' doing what you do every day , casting people met into categories . the difference being their remit was a cast-iron prejudgement to find what was sought even before they set out to find it . their illusion enmired them , your placings clear a way . chaos and corruption , chaos and a lesser confusion .
it is part of the natural to draw order from nature .borders are set and categories established to simplify actions .lines are drawn about the veil like tracings on the unseen . there are many ways to view those about you , such as whether you feel friendly towards them , how wealthy they look , if you think they could be interesting or perhaps you intuit they share your advancement . usually there is room for changing your opinion after further acquaintance . inevitably there is error of detail .all is delusional .
and then there is how you project yourself in the different areas of life . for few are those who present the same at work , at home and close-up . you are differentiated according to your purpose , lines seldom crossed without peril for these are more permanent viewings , focussed on particular groups . they are facades designed for division's sake .
at the other extreme is the nitty-gritty of your selves , what flows inside . almost without exception you are multiple personality beings . in most it is seamless , but the changes are never less than there . when the fractures are severe the shrink calls out for multiple personality DISorder . if only they could truly see the protean being as one out of many , multi-layered multi-faceted multi-levelled .
you are told something carries through but cannot decide between the ever-replaced body and the ever-moving consciousness . those wise beyond wisdom say it is some other continuance entirely , voiding your selves . And the secret is that there is no thread , every thing is contingent upon Emptiness . All flows from this .

::: posted by Martin at 9:17 AM

Tuesday, July 29, 2003 :::

what is the difference between nude and indecent . to the pure all things are pure . in my case the police do not agree . when the politicos get heavy on law enforcement and the judiciary those at the blunt end process everything in their nets - to justify their efforts and the time put in all becomes grist to the mill . and so the fishing quota treats flesh fish and fowl as one .foul cry i as one netted unjustly , wondering how many others are in my boat too .
you think i allege so herewith allegory .The Few decide that it is illegal for you to use the color purple . you can have purple but not color it yourself . so one day your house is searched and the law confiscate a couple of jigsaw boxes including several tens of thousands of pieces . several months later they come back with a box of their own in which they have assembled pieces that might be , or are , purple . they go through the majority of them with you . most are actually blue , you reckon someone is a bit colorblinded . you gain the distinct impression that , firstly , they are into you for anything else they can get you on and , secondly , more importantly , what they are really desperate to find is something else entirely an it ain't the color purple . after several hours comes the big question . only it's not the general "have you used these colors" but the very precise "have you ever used any of these colors" . so you think back to a blue you used and figure there might have been more that you haven't seen . which makes you answer in the affirmative and that is you done .
pressure narrows the focus , twists the view to fit . attuned by the powers that be legit officers of the law find themselves turned into the thought police and it is their beliefs that are king , not your actual thoughts but an almost wish-fulfillment of theirs .
whose reality rules you don't choose .

::: posted by Martin at 10:45 PM

Monday, July 28, 2003 :::

About a couple of years back celebrity sites on the internet were having to close because of pressure put on them by the companies that hosted them - it didn't matter how legitimate the images were , only whether it were possible one of the stars ( a loose term here pushed far past its natural limit for argument's sake ) could possibly bring in a claim .
now the focus has switched to porn's underbelly , where legal shades into illegal as with the change of a subject's age one tries to find hard-and-fast boundaries between art and passion . but there are only overlapping areas of aesthetics and proclivity , pretty gives way to erotic becomes sexy gives way to sex .lewis caroll is not the dusseldorf murderer .
common to both these actions is the spectre of visa as an arm of the World Government , for it was they that engaged in war in the first case and supplied ammo in the second . It was Very Obvious to the owners of the celebrity sites that in effect they were the victims of a type of moral crusade , there were no economic arguments that lay in the province of credit card law . And why the sudden overbearing crackdown on known/suspected 'child porn' by national government . this wouldn't be the first time those in charge of the good 'ole u.s. of a. have enacted a policy on the behalf of a multiinational based there . and their british lackeys follow through .
other countries know that actions such as this for the most part only serve to make law enforcement more difficult by driving the hardcore providers , and the reprehensible recusants they serve , further into deep cover . one can't help but remember all those items that were legal as long as only the few had access to them but suddenly had laws enacted against them when they entered the province of Joe Public . In this context both actions constitute a pincer movement on the world of porn .
but that ain't it boys and girls .
for some time now the internet has been a thorn in the side of the few precisely because it is the land of the brave and the home of the free , only writ large , no longer province of the circumspect . the flow of ideas threatens them , especially instruments of privacy . and who are the first to embrace new technologies and remove us from overseers' ministrations . why , the porn kings of course "from the strong came forth sweetness" .

::: posted by Martin at 11:23 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2003 :::

Palamedes says

chaos is the product of nothing . she is our mother . chaos is never ordered . order placed on chaos is only ever a framework around her , let the seeker remember this , that it is necessary to see the appearances of order if you are to unmask them .

the three pillars of liberation are ;
nothing proves anything
all things are possible
everything is

Matrikali imbues the centre , from the matrix depends the rest and all cosmoses are her web . all that is , all that is not , are lines rippling from her . every deity is merely a point on the web . the continuum is only one of her emanations .
I am the Profit of Kaos , that the spiritual realm is the material world's counterglow , that in perpetual revolution of rule lies the key to cosmic balance . Wepwapet sed i .
the goal is to restore the maaterial universe at those junctures where the one has suppressed the other .then all shall flow again .

omniversally the norm is interpenetration of cosmoses to lesser or greater extent ( chaos is behind them ) . way at the bottom of the well are those where the outer ones are not present . here probabilty is fixed uninfluenced . and these are the worlds of al-cifr , the other zero . there are even ones where other cosmoses do not exist . to understand overview , embrace Kaos .
creation is ultimately ex nihilo , the hidden .

::: posted by Martin at 8:42 PM

Friday, July 18, 2003 :::

why are people afraid of chaos , even so-called rational types such as the scientific ? it is another of those items like the true nature of time of which an understanding can be reached one moment and then the next a person acts as if it had never been . it is necessary to grasp the nettle of the mini-nirvana and carry it forward , not to fall back into Illusory ways of only-seeming comprehension . Maya culpa ?

the soul sees . even the smallest object is an observer , however passively . sentience is not a requirement in the slightest . thus it is that every thing ( and everything ) can have a soul even if it be not one . grasp this in remembrance .
there are two kinds of group soul , for those things that have not a soul of their own and for those that do . because not all things started with souls of their own there can be diffusion across these two types .
a group soul naturally tends to be more more than the sum of its constituents , but with the former type this is often taken to a whole new level . and thus communication is enabled .

you all create your own personal world . it is from the collision of these worlds , the superimposition of their commonalities , that the world-at-large arises . But the supposed unity is an outrageous venn diagram . at best it is a shimmering about an uncommon centre , the varied epifoci of multitudinous world-views .
the idea of many is that the personal worlds have no separate existence and are a lesser order , with the caveat that great souls or those that find themselves at a turning-point can effect the world-at-large .but still the venn diagram is the product of individual circles . and there can be worlds within worlds and without them . the singularity is a wHole

::: posted by Martin at 10:11 PM

Friday, September 06, 2002 :::

Nice of the English education system to finally see sense : not keeping some teachers away from their schools until December because checks were being made that would not have caught the crims the hype says the checks were put in place to catch out after the fact . Closing the wrong door after the horse has bolted indeed .

::: posted by Martin at 10:03 PM